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[Filter: Private]

He's really not coming back ...




I thought I'd be relieved to know I'd never have to see him again, but [the ink from here on is smudged] ... I'm not. I really loved him. Or at least the person I thought he was.

But that person wasn't real. And the person who was there underneath is all is just - I don't even think words exist for how cruel and terrible and, and ... evil he is. It makes me sick just thinking about it.

I'm not going to protect him anymore. He doesn't deserve it and Lucius needs to know the truth. I need him to know, so he can help us get through this. But I wish I didn't have to be the one to tell him. And ... and ...

[Filter: Elizabeth]

I'm sorry.