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[Filter: Private]

What am I even doing?

Things have been good lately, really good. I still don't see him much but at least I know when he'll be home more. And he's been really nice and ... I'm just sure that Elizabeth told him. He's her brother and I'm just his wife in the end. I shouldn't have tried to get her stuck in the middle. It's obvious who she'd choose or at least it is now.

I wish I could just pretend that everything was okay and relax and wait for the new baby. But I can't. I have to know or it's going to drive me crazy.

[Filter: Destin]

Are you sure you're not going to be able to make it home for dinner tonight?