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I want to leave. Now! It's not very nice, promising escape and then not actually letting it happen. Everyone else seems to be travelling, why can't I?

Oh well, it will happen. Eventually. SOON! Or I am going to scream.

Terrance, can we leave soon?

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Don't think I've used one of these before. I wonder if I'm even doing it right.

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I don't even know where to begin. This is just a mess.

We made a deal though. Friends. Or something. I don't know, after he said that he...

It's just such a mess. I wish something could fix it. I keep thinking the pilgrimage might, but maybe it's just a disastor waiting to happen. Maybe I should call it off.

But I really want to go. Then at least I can pretend that...